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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 07:12:50 GMT

it's been a while...

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Sun, 10 Jun 2007 02:16:47 GMT

So, half way through stag, I realized that that would be the last time I'd be in that stupid gym. And you know what, I'm actually going to miss it. Thinking back on high school, I've realized that i have a lot of regrets. I regret not getting involved, I regret not participating in events, I regret not trying as hard as i could, I regret not making as many friends as i could have, and I regret not going to a lot of dances. I had SOOO much fun on friday, seeing all the seniors in togas, taking pictures with friends, and of course stag. I didn't live my high school life so the fullest, and I really, really regret that. Friday was the most fun I've had in quite some time and now its too late to go back and change the past. So, come college, I'm going to be much more open to people and events. Yesterday made me realize just how much I'm going to miss high school, my friends, my classes, my teachers, and the overall atmosphere. High school was like a slap in the face for me, which wasn't necessarily a bad thing, it was a learning experience.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Sat, 05 May 2007 03:01:58 GMT

Stop rolling your eyes.
stop treating me like a child.
stop using me.
stop leaving me out.
stop picking others over me.
stop acting like nothing happened.
stop acting like you care.
just, stop.

I feel like I'm losing everything
and I feel like I'm always second best, if even.

I don't know what to do.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Thu, 03 May 2007 04:32:00 GMT

So, I need a Prom date.

Monday, April 09, 2007

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 15:28:09 GMT

So, some bitches egged my car this morning... and I'm pretty sure they were targeting my car because mine was in the driveway alongside two others and there were two more parked on the sidewalk. Plus they put a cone on top of it and a fedex sign behind it. Am i hurt that someone would do this to me? no, because people are bitches and do ridiculously stupid things, but I am pissed that I have to clean all that shit up. And I am a bit curious as to who would do this, I have some people in mind, but I'm not sure.

Anyway, its been a long time since my last entry. Spring break is finally here, and that makes me happy. Besides the slight mishap, its been a pretty good spring break, so far.

So, if I feel like it, maybe I'll post another entry later this week, but I probably wont.

farewell

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 03:07:23 GMT

Out of all the signs, you're one of the most compassionate and intuitive. However, your generosity can sometimes turn into unnecessary self-sacrifice. Make sure your actions are needed.

haha, thats my horoscope for tomorrow...

Friday, August 04, 2006

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 18:05:43 GMT

i got a job

Monday, July 03, 2006

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 19:44:01 GMT

so, in my opinion, this is one of the best summers that i've ever had. i'm actaully doing stuff!! its amazing. having a car is amazing, going out is... amazing.

summer schools not so bad either, my teachers pretty chill, lots of extra credit, and i'm actually trying, even though i don't really have to.

so, my friends (cat, jessie, jason, linda, lisa, and jeff) and i went to the beach, and it was awesome, even though i turned red and it burns. we discovered that the waves weren't very happy that day. they didn't like me... at all. i got pushed around a lot, and my legs felt like they got sanded, which they technically did. the rocks that we climbed didn't like me very much either, i got a bunch of scrapes on my legs, but it was fun. i think that i got my summers worth of exercise that day.

the past couple of days, i've been slathering aloe vera on my whole body, trying to make the burning stop, and i don't think that its working, and sooner or later i'm going to run out.

have a nice 4th of july everyone, and try not to get caught on fire =)

farewell

::edit::
can someone please tell me why this never really happens?

hellogoodbye - here in your arms
you are the one, the one,
that lies close to me.
whispers, "hello,
i miss you quite terribly."
i fell in love, in love,
with you suddenly.
now theres no place else
i could be, but,
here in your arms.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 17:18:54 GMT

INXS was bitchin last night, although JD is quite an interesting character... but still sexy.

I'm a SENIOR... wow...

summer school tomorrow =( well atleast i know people in my class...

so much to look forward to this summer =) i cant wait

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Thu, 18 May 2006 03:33:14 GMT

do it!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=svd_by_grc

please =]

farewell